This is the post about my sad feeling.
People might think that,I am happy for every day. Cause I showed my happy face.
In fact, I do being emotional whenever in night time. Whenever I am alone in the dark room and preparing for sleep.Actually sometimes is really hard to get into sleep well. I mean peace.* Every single night,I miss him.Badly.
I know I know I should let go,I am trying okay!Trying to get myself as busy as I could,just not to have the EXTRA time to think about him. But,whenever comes to midnight/night time. Fuck, what the hell is my mind doing there?!
I have to stop this,seriously..but i failed all the time. I am pretending. I don't cry,I just being strong. Sometimes I just need a shoulder to lean on.But..just forget about it. No point for me to ask someone's comfort and hurt someone by that way. I tell myself, I can bear it. Time proves everything.
1)Do my study well. No doubt, is the most important thing to me. Ever.
2) Stay as pretty as I can. *have to sleep earlier every day,but failed :/ so stop doing that!
3)Live happily as I can. Just keep on touch with ma dear friends. Then my life would be colourful and perfect :D
4)keep updating myself by gaining knowledge. Learn more about economics,keep updating what is going on around the world. It might help me in investment *HOHOHOHO
5) READ newspaper every day! Is kinda hard task for me, hahahaha! but no, you must change your lifestyle , baby <3 -.-
6)Change my diet. Have a proper diet every day, no more over coffee taken, dont eat only one meal per day. at least 2.
7)workout! in Sem 3, this is a must to make myself to be fit and stay pretty. *sport as well -.-
OKAY, I should jot it down in my ibaby and remind myself every day, I will check out how many things I actually make it ;DD
STAY TUNED B-)
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