Haiz.

Today, I work.
Well, I did a mistake.. I was like freaking out. I pay rm54 due to the mistake I din double confirm the cash bill. :/
I hate when I made mistake! I blame myself for my careless. I went to toilet to cry. Feeling helpless and hate myself. Why I always be that careless?? Can't I be better?? Why?? I always try to be more careful,but... I fail to..
After crying...clean up my face and get back to work.
Haiz,after that..one of my colleague treat me starbucks dark mocha. * mood get better..
I met a new crew,marina. She is nice cute! Hahaha! First day we work,but we were like very friend and close' damn, I like you! Haha!
My mood get better after that..
Feel like helpless today, no one cares. Back to home! Fuck shit, mum never understands me! Fuck! She doesn't know what the feeling. I don't want get back home early because I feel alone .
Thats why I keep myself tired and full up my day..
Never understand me,keep on comparing me with others. I feel helpless right now..but what can I do? Just can write out here. :(((
How tomorrow will be better!
T.T