Goes around comes around. My favorite quote.

Fundamental of finance is tested today. Hmm, what to say about it. Still the same thing,everyone deserve the return for their pays. :) Unless there's something that isn't right and even god don't willing to help.

By the way,I hope that everything is on my expectation and don't disappoint me again. I really meant it.To my lord ,please make it right. Everything that I willing to pay out will be the significance in it. 

Pray hard every day, I wish I can do it but I know, I am not faithful and sincere enough. Hope I can be forgiven :D

Another thing is, treat someone good to who actually deserve it. To someone, please don't be so childish, already almost an adult still showing off those childish act like ' I don't want good with you' I will say thank god you don't. I prefer being alone rather than having bad companies aside.

LOL, don't judge anyone's life style if your's aren't the in the correct way. I do because I feel contented with my life now but not those lifeless activity all around. :P

No Lifeless life style but meaningful, do things that make you know more about the world but not keep hurting your health! LOL.

I know the significance in it.

Madness in human is extremely unpredictable. Every world record that human are breaking is an amaze. 
So today I am going to do something that I never did before. That is, sleep for 3 hours and continue study again.
A new task for me. I never did it before seriously. Gonna make it as the first time and the last either. 


Read a passage about human brains. In it, it explains the tips for obtaining a good mind. After going through it, I realized how important of rest , healthy diet and healthy body are.


1st, sleep is a must for a good memories. 
2nd doing stuff that train your mind but not expecting for a return. 
3rd , laughter makes brain work well. 
4th stress is an ultimate enemy of brain. 


Well these statements are right in their way. Brain really complicate. So promise myself, this is first and the last for the previous day of the exam.

I miss it so much.

Really stressful right now and ended up sleep late again.
Every decision I made is a wrong.Always must in a hard way,really sick about it.
Try to express it through here since I have no one could understand my feeling. After giving out the 'speech'
still need to face the real life. Hard to dream,because you may pay if you want to dream.


Not only the coming exam is stressful, lot of stuff.. Out there are many people entertaining me, and sometimes it works for me to forget the pain,but.. its just temporary. 
I miss the time when I was in secondary school. Though facing an important exam but I got friends a lot of them in the same situation that could understand me.
It's just like a long-term investment, for example treasury bills. You buy it below the par value, and get no dividend before the maturity date. After a year, you are paid at the par value. Simple, means that I work hard before SPM and without seeing the result before the exam result out. At last I got a high gain. 
Inversely, now is like a short-term investment. Is obvious, the dividend is like a symptom. You can figure it out the result,half.
No matter how, just keep in going try your best,and don't get affected by other factors again. You can do it right. 
I miss a friend! Who can make me better with those inspiration words! The high-knowledge girl! ><  


JIA YOU HUO QIAN XIN!

In the half way, it inspired me.

Was doing revision for the coming finals.To be honest,this exam is really important to me indeed. Studying with the accompany of music is one of the habit for me, and the only way for me to absorb what is in the text.

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
   So she ran away in her sleep
   And dreams of para-para paradise
                           para-para paradise

Every time she closed her eyes. - cold play
                                                   Paradise.

This lyrics spelled out my thoughts. When I was young,I dreamed to be a perfect girl and get everything I want and wanna be rich and give the best life to mama. Though sometimes I treat her in bad attitude :/
Time flows and you know the best thing in life is stay young.


Sleep is the way to escape from reality and isolate yourselves in your own world.
But sometimes there are incidents that stop you from dreaming to get in the life you want.
_______________________________________________________________________________

Start a new way on revising,try to accept the way our lecturer taught us. Mind mapping.
How to say? Actually it works. It makes you understand and realized what you actually know and what you don't know so that you can put more effort on it.
Keep on going and jia you! ^.^

HATRED.

Hatred. Do I look like that kind of person? :)

A friend of mine asked, :'' don't you have hatred ?'' The response I gave to him is,well.. why do I need to hate someone that try to drag me down and makes me feel not confident? I must thank to them so that it shows how numerous am I. Seriously, is no point for you to hate them. You don't have to think ways to revenge or do all those silly things in order to fulfill your anger / makes you feel comfortable. Because you know karma exist in this world. What goes around comes around. So, take it as a lesson.

Whenever there's difficulty, there's a way to solve it. Because god loves good guys :)

God is out there watching on us, so human be courage and love your life :)

WorkOut and red box with Old friends :D

Yo, already have a long time din't hang out with CHEN CHEE WEI. Hmm. really a long time. :DD
First,we went to a gym house called -Clark hatch. A gym house there is no BOYS,hahah only girls :D


Really sweat a lot. Never sweat this much,besides swimming. -.- I went there with weline and chee wei, *of course la you idiot =/=.

before working out <3

weline is working hard! xD

After the working out,we went to chee wei house for bathing and prepare ourselves for the next destination,-Red Box. One thing,chee wei! your brother is so cute, I am chee ping. HAHAHAHA! never let people shoot me shoot dao so happy de. HAHAHA. and the elder one, look so shyyyy~~~ hahahah!!

chen chee wei,the opera singer. HAHAHAHA

As you say,yam jin face,LOL

weline wong! wish you keep fit cheng kong! hahaha!! jia you!

RED BOX. went there,not really satisfy with the new system,is using 'touch screen' to pick the songs you want. Not really like it honestly. And the sound system!!! !@#$%^&*(*&^%$# pek chek with it! 


so,as a conclusion, i dont feel satisfy at all..... i wan go again!!!!!!!! :( but no time... haiz...
After that, we went to chee wei house, at first we planed for watching movie , chee wei bought a lot ==. But we ended up by gossiping and looking at the video for the university that chee wei thinks she will be going. And the bumgy jump videos! OMFG,I wan to play. :D but let weline scream until like going to die ==


Really had a great day with them.  <3 long time is really been a long time :)

Xin.

珍惜当下，爱惜生命。

最近看了一部连续剧，港剧。——on call36小时。
真的是个好剧，有意的剧片。看了后明白人生无常。真的要会感恩。妈妈为了子女付出了一生的来教导孩子，那当她老了，有多少个子女能够如此地为她呢？
我承认，我的脾气很不好，有时语气很重，但我懂你的用心良苦，有时需要时间去改。


‘每个人每天早上出了门后，都不懂自已有没有回来的机会。’ 这句说得好！很多人都不懂的什么是生命，人生。人生本来就是挫折连连，难道为了那些挫折，你就有放弃生命的想法吗？
有多少人是抱着遗憾而终的啊？有多少人多希望像你一样，一出世就在一个好的环境。打个比喻，那些从小就出世在落后国家的，从小连吃的机会都没有了，但还是咬紧关头，活下去。你懂有多少人因为没有完成他们想要做的事情而去世，而遗憾没能完成自己的心愿。
是，我也颓废过，想死的念头。但，反省了一下，难道我的人生就只有那些吗？为了不值得你伤心的人而死没，难道是对的吗？拜托，如果这样做你会很后悔！


但人，就是要面对生，老，病，死。 所以，有什么想做就做，没时间给你等！
而我呢，最想是，在我死后也能帮到人。还记得我小时跟妈妈说，‘如果我意外死去，记得把我的器管捐出去！’ 当时妈妈反了白眼，‘不要乱说话。’haha！！
我想我要去医院注测了，免得妈妈反悔！haha！！

最后，珍惜拥有，不要让自己遗憾！！:DDDD

Why.

I don't know why, in this middle of the night. Tears dropped without really. And after the first drop I like wanna scream out and yelling in my heart. I am struggling. I feel stress. Every time I focus on something and I will get the return that disappoint me. I just cried out without reasons. Has been a long time I never cried like this. I feel stress. The thing is I don't want to let my mom down again. I don't want disappoint her again. I want to give her a better like when she grows older. But.. Can i? I always try to maximize my ability. I try try try non stop trying but is not working every time. I hate those who always show off about how well they are by using those cruel words and hurting ones. Don't you ever THINK before you talk?! Don't your brain call not to hurt people feelings?! Is not you are smart! Sometimes is the luck! Is the destiny of our life! After this I will stand up firm and face all those obstacles! Stay tuned!

I think that is right.

Drawn by le me :D

Well well well, I am here again.Because I want to express. :D

Sometimes I am upset because of my appearance.Yeah,many people gonna kill me after I am saying this. But wait a minute,is that actually that important ? I mean beauty, fame and luxurious. Is that really matters in life? When you're getting older and older your beauty fades, you aren't that famous anymore. Somehow,just because of those materialistic life makes you never know to appreciate what you've had and you will like ended up by having nothing. Is nothing! Just saw a quote from internet,'' empty pocket teaches you million things in life but full pocket spoiled you in a million ways'' . Just be contented and be humble. Ya, no one will like to stop at the same point but at least just make it in a wiser way and do care about others feeling. That's really the MATTER of life. Being selfish doesn't mean you will succeed in your life, perhaps it does but for a while you will see the consequences for treating others in a cruel way.

I don't look for fame I don't want to act to be other person I don't care about how you think I am because those are nothing to me. What I care is being myself. Eat whatever I like I don't care is that will cause me look fat or what at least it is healthy will do. I don't care how many friends I have and how many people know about my name,I just need those sincere friends to be my side. I don't care am I rich now or not because that's not mine money. I want to be rich by my own way. I appreciate what my mum gave to me. Because she is my idol, a role model indeed. :D but sometimes is really..... :X

So if you think I am talking bullshit just point your mouse on the right top corner or and in inverse way for mac user LOL.

Don't ever charge people if you're not perfect. Humans aren't perfect !

The belated hiking trip post.

LOL finally! I can post about the hiking trip that we went few weeks ago.

when we start to hike :P

 when we reached there,happy like a child!

                The location was at Penang's Taman Negara. *I mean where we start the hike. :P

Firstly we have a book with the boat rental shop. For after hiking use,because we got no energy to back to the starting point with our own LEGS :P kinda silly right? We are young but having a old man/woman 's bone D:

That's not important,well at last we chose to hike to MONKEY BEACH. Yea there is monkeys there -.- quite a number. In the trip,I would like to thank to whoever walking behind me,because walking behind me when hiking is a difficult and challenging task. Why do I say so? That's because I got many times were about to fall down -.- and the one walking behind will be trained to have heart attack! hahahah! By the way, thanks to Mr. Chin Wei Keat who was walking behind me and kena splash by those water from the leafs. LMAO!!

When we reached there, we were playing around with the 'rope' that are tied with a coconut tree,thanks to the rope,my legs were in a really 'GOOD' condition for days :'(

Le me and Le derpina * yeahhh~

Charles was like a monkey there,hyperactive climb here climb there running around!

charles heng monkey!

obviously,I am one of the monkey too :D

Chin wei keat thought himself is Mr.Penang kept on posing those silly poses. HAHAHAHAHA.

You tot you Mr.Penang mehhh? 

Choo hoi min was the one who in charge in taking photos for us. Btw,she is the one who really DRY,and I am the one who is the most WET -.-

Cheng yi chun and charles :D

bla bla bla ,after the boat arrived, we back to the starting point and sit wei keat car back to Tanjung Bungah.

Silly threesome behind LOL*

After the trip,the following class were taking a toll on my shoulder. Couldn't concentrate D:

End.By.Qianxin.

Busybuzzz.

Phew~ finally I am here. GRRR.. was busying my tests and assignments for this short-term semester.

Oh Gawt,this semester is killing me silently. :/ Every day I sleep averagely for 5 hours.Damn,if I still mantain this kind of lifestyle then surely no doubt obviously I will die young. LOL. Oh come on no way! I still got a lot of stuff haven done yet,how could I die young? Travel,shopping in Milan,get married in France,Ouch! Is still long way to go,so how could I ?! >:(

Well,let's talk about what was I busy for in these few days.

Hmm,actually I did have a hiking trip with my buddies. *hoi min darling <3 ,charles HENG,Cheng Yi Chun that stim kia and LONG-WINDED UNCLE chin wei keat!

Woots, had a great hiking experience with those 'monkeys' hahaha!

We climb to the monkey beach and had fun there,playing around with them in the beach. By the way,we saw the real monkeys in the monkey beach. *oh come on! surely there will be monkeys on the beach that named MONKEY BEACH. -.-

However,besides happiness,tiredness I got a illness too. LMAO.

I will write about the hiking trip after my friend send me those photos. :DD Add on* still a post about my secondary school mates gathering, so stay tuned :)

Every second,every minute,every hour and every day.

We learn every day. Yah,why not? Admit it,we really learn things in our daily life. If not where come's those emotional feeling and so many status are posted on facebook?

Dilemma,obstacles and problems happen every single day,is a normal case. The purpose they exist is for you to learn about life. What life should be.

If one day you stop blaming about life sucks,Fml and feeling like commit suicide,means you still can't adapt to your life,can't accept their existence. That means,you are not 100% grown yet. :) *sorry if my words pissed you ;p

Of course,you can mumble on your blog,facebook status,but ... remember to learn it from those mistakes,disappointment and failure.

Mum always tell me,hey you don't try those adventurous things can or not? If you fell down, you may unable to stand firm as last time.

I replied,mummyy thats life! I am not afraid of falling down I just scare that I got no more second chance to do it! gosh,it may kill me ;P

My failure in my entire life is, I am like a coward. I hate that,this is the thing I always wanted to change. Seriously,I easily get shocked by others! 

I am like,I want to try and love to challenge, but before accept the challenge I will think for times.. damn..

Hahaha! never mind take it as a lesson ><

So never give up from trying,never be a coward. Face the difficulties and overcome it. Because we can make it,never limit ourselves from doing things we wanted to. 

If life without obstacles,then it is not a life ;) So please don't say you enjoy life if you couldn't adapt and face it!

At last,do the right thing and stop being so childish, and get a life please. LOL, seems like being so sarcastic, whatever,if you this I am mentioning you ;P

xiinFokxiin

:)