我曾经忍为，如果一天一个人到国外，离开家人，我不会不舍，不会想念。 但现在我可以说我绝对不同意当初的想法。我真的会想家。我妈妈，我弟弟，我kakaｋ，三姨，表妹，表弟。我亲爱的家人。或许我慢慢在长大了，家人对我来说，真的很重要！

A friend of mine told me that, I am like the previous her. Err.. I mean the things I am doing and I like recently.

At first, I agreed about what she said. But not the strong one. Until today, I noticed that what I am doing now really same like what she did last time. D:

This is not a bad news,just I am way too slow only. Never mind I still can improve :DD

Don't know what to say DD:

看着朋友在机场那要离开的情景，心里根本就是笑不出来的，生活里习惯有你的出现，现在你K离开了，真的很舍不得。眼泪这样就流了。

SKIP SKIP SKIP SKIP SKIP SKIP SKIP....

其实我要说的是，朋友的离别都已经这样子了，如果是我要和家人的离别 那又是怎样的？我不敢想象。

是时候长大了，独立。

Now is 0431AM,and I am in total awake. Why? 

I also got no idea at first. I slept at 0020AM and I was fallen asleep in the easy way within 5 minutes.

And I am waken up by a strange dream which is totally not related to the topic I am going to talk about now.

Yea. 18/9 is the day, the day you have to leave Penang to Belfast,Ireland. I still remember few days back I feel nothing and it was like still long yet. But time really flies. And you are going to depart to Belfast in hours later.  I feel really down for you're leaving. Maybe you are already became part of my life, actually you were part of my life since 2 years ago.

URGG. I don't know what to say and I am insomnia now. :( I'll miss you. And I already started to miss you. :'((((((((

天啊，真的很不舍得你。我会想念你那可爱的脸孔，美妙的嗓子。：（

Belfast 那么远 不是说要去探访你就去探访你。哎。。

好啦，那些 take care 的话我想不必多说了，你一向来都不必别人操心，但有时要倾诉的时候你随时可以来找我。Hey 等一下，你当然要来找我啦， 我可是你的女朋友啊。哈哈！

Anyways, 去到那边一个人万事都要很小心，就算你多么自立也好，还是要提防提防。

好不舍得啊！！！！！！！！

Do you ever have this kind of feeling? Feeling lost.

I did and do.Feeling lost about what can I do now, or maybe future.

I doubt for how could I survive for my future.

I am fear. Fear for failure,fear that I couldn't stand for any obstacles.

I don't know what can I do now.

I know no one can lead me out from this misty situation but myself.

Seeing friends are going overseas for studies chasing their dream but I am still stuck in here.

I wish I can reach my dream. I don't want to be a shallow person who just care about money but I know there's nothing to do if you don't have money.

I think now really is the time for me to grow. There are many things that couldn't go under your expectation. So many uncertainties 

I don't know what am I saying. GRRR. WHATEVER. 

Tomorrow my result will be coming out. I can feel that tomorrow will be a dome day,even though tomorrow I am going out with my friends, old friends.

Everything already fixed and you cannot change the past, so let it be. Try to be positive.

I can't let go.

500 days of summer's soundtrack.

so this is a new friend. Richard Peh.

第一次的聚会，也是最后一次的聚会。