Its worth.

Ultimate love - loving somebody but without be with him/her . I think I really do understand it.

Love somebody doesn't mean need to stay with him . I will seal my feeling in the deep side of my heart .

I wouldn't tell , and I know you never gonna read this . So you never know. 

:) cheer up to myself , everything is just about timing , just something came in the wrong time .

Everything in life never last forever.

I was too naive . Was , I always thought that , there's always a miracle in our life .

To be honest , I really did hope that we can be together until the end , I really want it .

But , I know there's never gonna to happen , because we live in EARTH. 

21 century , everything is so much different with last time, we can see , some 70-80 old couple can hold their hand 

walk along at the park . Laughing and holding each other tightly. But what about for the new generations?

It's too complicated to say .

I really hope that everything can back to last time , but i understand, it wouldn't happen anymore

NOTHING LEFT , but broken heart. 

I am sorry , from the deep of my heart . I know , i hurt you badly . I deserve everything now. I wont ask for 

too many anymore.