Do you ever have this kind of feeling? Feeling lost.

I did and do.Feeling lost about what can I do now, or maybe future.

I doubt for how could I survive for my future.

I am fear. Fear for failure,fear that I couldn't stand for any obstacles.

I don't know what can I do now.

I know no one can lead me out from this misty situation but myself.

Seeing friends are going overseas for studies chasing their dream but I am still stuck in here.

I wish I can reach my dream. I don't want to be a shallow person who just care about money but I know there's nothing to do if you don't have money.

I think now really is the time for me to grow. There are many things that couldn't go under your expectation. So many uncertainties 

I don't know what am I saying. GRRR. WHATEVER.