Past time or now?

Already passed one week of sem break and fews to go. Hmm.. Within this week, I did a few things that I feel is meaningful to me. 

1st, I read books , although haven really complete it, but at least I got the concept of the books.

2nd, some drama series just made up my mind on something. In the old time, the fate of your life isn't control by yourselves but your owner. Just take an example in the ancient China , most of the people in the palace din't have the right to make themselves decision. The owner-the King, will be the only one to make the decision for them, what they can do is just follow the order and thank to their owner. So I am glad that I am born in this modern century.

But then, sometimes I will be in dilemma on making decision. Every step I am taking I will make a clear and sharp consideration. So, is a normal but hard task for me to face whenever comes to decision making. And will think '' what if I was born in that century and every decision is made and I can never bothered what is the decision and just follow it.

Yeah, the decision that made by ourselves surely will be concerned and afraid of failure. Because the higher expectation the higher disappointment. Once comes to disappointment, some of us can't accept the truth.

So..this is really a dilemma , until now I still don't know which one is the best. As in chinese word ‘没折啊’。

HAHAHA , just do what you think is right then ;)