Actually sometimes I will think that , do I need to hate? They way they treated me I mean. Sometime I will think that, what if this is just a joke? Or maybe they were just kidding? Hmm, actually I don't know.
From some incidents that happened to me, I learnt how to protect myself from the others. First, got back stabbed by friends. That incident was really hurt. But I forgave them and be like last time with them. Actually I will want to know why did the ONE did that to me? Did I do anything wrong that pissed you? I remembered vividly, I did ask your feeling before I go on. You replied yes never mind , it's okay ,
I only continue my plan. But what did you do to me? .. The other two friends , I was really pissed that time, but then when I calmed myself down and think it again. Maybe you both were being used but never knew the truth? So I decided to let go and forgive. I can forgive who treat me so , then why I do I need to care how they make me as a fool ? So I am wondering , is it time to let go and accept it with a cheers mind? I think that will be much better, indeed :)
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