I can't describe how I hate my life right now. It's not right to blame it as everything comes with my own decision. There was once I heard people say ,'you get to choose the life you wanna live in', 'you're the only one to make your life happy'. I'm not living in the life I wanted and I never look forward to start a new day as I have to work in a mall and its fun at all to have this kind of schedule every day. 

I miss my study life, I miss everything back in diploma life as my only concern is on my grades and coursework. In contrast what's my concern now is on responsibility, it's sucks when you wanted to be responsible to everything though you're just a 'waitress' in a restaurant and what's the most terrible thing is weekends. I couldn't blame it because i chose to back to work in a restaurant but if I didn't change my mind to be that I think I would hate my life even more now! 

Life's hard,its full of decisions to make and every step must be taken carefully. I know this is just the beginning of the adventurous life journey, but isn't a successful event starts with a good beginning?