Feeling for posting blog comes in a sudden. Perhaps it is because of recently I've been reading a lot of novels. Romance one *yay girls thing.

I will just ignore what novel recently I read. There are feelings I want to share, I feel lonely recently.

Know nothing about the reason, just feel like why do I always being alone? Yay I know this is not a matter. The feeling is easily wiped away. Reality, reality and reality! 

I know I have to be independent! I know I have to face everything by myself I know I know right!

It's not the time yet, not the great timing to have a relationship that I've always wanted for. And I am yet to meet a right one.

Always wanted something that is impossible to get. Maybe this is life, life is about what you got isn't the one you wanted yet the one you've always wanted never be the one of yours. 

Suck it up, and face the reality with a positive mindset ; this is the only way to stay longer.