'Do not be afraid to admit that you were or are wrong. When you admit that you were or are wrong, that's when you are right. You are growing to be a better person, a more mature person. Do not let your emotions take over your mind. Not having the ability to control your emotion is like slowly killing yourself in a less obvious way.
After all, I just want you know, in my view,you're still pure for this wicked world. But if you need anything, or if you need me, I will be there. Not 24hours, not when Im sleeping or bathing or eating or doing my business. But I will be available for you other times beside that.
I love you.'
whosayimcrazy.
I read one of my friends' blog. From the first post until the end. Which takes me 2 nights to finish it. Well some of you will say Hell No It is really bored! But trust me, you'll never feel bored while reading every posts of her blog. Trust me you'll be amazed ! Well maybe? But for me yes.
I still remember I struggled a lot in year 2011. Yeah it was pretty rough in that year, had been through a rough relationship and friendship as well. For the relationship , if you read my blog last time I think you'll understand how rough it was. For friendship, I don't think I have mention about it and it is nothing good to say about. Just it was a test for us I can be told that was a test between our friendship.
Because of her, we almost lost this precious friendship *oh stop it you. Yeah I really do appreciate the friendship and it made me cried for nights because I lost it. It really HURTS. But I've forgiven what you both did to me. Because this shown how much I cared about you both. I really mean it kay?
As I said, I only forgive person that I really care about and for those that I don't give a shit, opps I am sorry you are just nothing to me. You hurt me well maybe I won't pay it back to you but it doesn't mean you are really been forgiven. Just I don't wanna waste my time on you.So get it bitch? :)
For all those misunderstood girlfriends of my friends sincerely , I don't have any interest on your boyfriends. If I do , do you think that you still have the chances to be with your boyfriends NOW? :) So make it clear, I don't really like sneaky relationship or what. And I won't act or pretend to be good with you. I feel stupid when acting kind with person I don't like. Because it makes me look STUPID. Hell no way I am smart kay. *JOKE..
Here's some words for my darling friend. I know I've written you a long post before but still I want to write about you this gorgeous girl. Chee Wei.
You are like my sister. Elder one, caring and intimate. You taught me a lot. I was a really negative girl or (emo) last year. Since the year I met him, and I have to admit, I did enjoy the happiness with him but it was short. And because of him , I kinda ruined our friendship maybe I did or din't. ;) But!!!!! Fortunately, we are back to normal. From your blog, I learned something. I used to be really emo last time, and when I feel down, I will log onto you whosayimcrazy to look for something positive. So it helped! And I started hang out with youuuuuuuu. Awhh how sweet is it?! <3
stop it will you? -..-*
Okay back the topic, I just....really thank you so much. I disappointed you once, and I know how much you used to care about me. *HAHAHAHA admit it don't you dare to deny it! :p You din't want me to be with him is because you care about me and try to avoid me from getting hurt.*because you know how jerk he was and is. But I din't listen to you just like a girl rebel her mother! HAHAHAHA. But I learned from it, You told me, I am too pure for this wicked world. Yea, I was and maybe am but I am trying to learn to be independent. Just sometimes walk slow and do things slow motion only niaa la :PP
Oppss I think I am writing an essay. Sorreyyy :p
*sorry for the broken English! I am working hard to improve it ><*
Love,
Qian-xin.
