NoOneWillUnderstand :(

No one will understand the hurts.NONE.

I stand firm,I laugh and I smile.Making fun like always,like a joker,clown..

But,no one could understand the tears of a clown.No one will.

The hurt inside is deep.Even myself dare not to discover it,I am fear of once I try to discover it,I will collapse like hell.

I chose not to see it,to forget.

Its like a really short time,you came in my life and walked out from my life in a short period of time.

But you did pull me from hell.As others did,but they failed you succeed.

But why,you re the one who making the most hurt to me?

No one will understand how brave I need to be every day,no one will know what I have to say for convincing myself that tomorrow will be alright.

I am still so silly and naive believing that you got your own reason,but I know the truth.

I was,am fooled by you.

What can I do? Just act like I know nothing.I dare to post this out is because I know,I have no reason for you to view my thing every day. 

Its really hurt,I have stand and be tough for so long.I promised my friend,not to cry for anyone else anymore.

I will keep my promise. 

*Thank you for being my side and making me wake by scolding me up. You taught me a lot,but sometimes please don't show me ur loh heng look xD

I must be tough..I know I will be !!!

*i know you want scold me and say,u dont just say nia..but sometimes i really feel fed up and need a hug/shoulder :( 

:D stay peace and harmony fight for my life!

After releasing my stress need to back to work!

A curve on your lips make your days bright :)